Sabrina Kilic
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Think this is interesting, please write the translation of any non-english
William Atchison
Andre Marcus Bing
Marc Lepine
Robert Arthur Hawkins
Geddy Kramer
Charles Roberts IV
Shane Tamura
Matthew Murray
Darion Aguilar
Wellington Oliveira
Sadly I cant translate it because I dont understand what it says at all lol, if someone can fell free to do it.
Sidnei Ramis De Araujo
This is not the full note photo, just a part, the full note he left explaining his motives is this:
Hey Sweetie,
First of all, I need to say that I love you very much and I would never do to you or anyone else what that bitch who brought you into this world says! They didn't think about you for a single minute when they made that crazy accusation. I say 'they' because only a bitch wouldn't be capable of thinking of such monstrous cruelty! Your grandmother also helped with the madness!! Especially since I was dating someone at the time, and I would never need to hurt you, besides, the bitch knows I wouldn't be capable of doing that to anyone."
During your pregnancy, everything was wonderful. I would put cream on her belly to prevent stretch marks and talk to you. Before she and I went to sleep, we would put on lullabies so you could sleep peacefully inside her. I was there for your delivery, taking photos and experiencing a lot of emotion! I'm sure the nurse who assisted you will remember what she told me that morning: "I've never seen a father so happy and present during a birth."
She was absolutely right! I was on vacation and stayed in the room... from Monday night until Thursday morning when you were discharged. You were born big and needed some care. I cried with you when they had to prick your little foot for blood tests. That's where I learned how to bathe you, because it wasn't until you were 6 months old that the nurse gave you your first bath; she was afraid.
As soon as you were born, things changed; you belonged only to her and her family. That old bitch wouldn't leave my apartment, and when my parents or friends came to see you, she'd make light of the others. During my four-month maternity leave, she stayed only at her mother's house, and when I got off the shuttle and picked you up to go to my parents', she'd say she was tired and the visit had to be quick.
Then that bitch started starting fights and making excuses to separate!! Son, I never betrayed that wretched woman because I was in love with her and always tried to be a good husband! I wouldn't leave you two for anything! I don't like football, so I didn't go to games or go out drinking with friends, I stayed with you two, we only went on family outings.
In an argument I asked: "Why do you want to separate? We're fine, I prayed to God for a family." She said: "You prayed for a family, I prayed for a child, now I have one."
I asked: "Why me then?"
Bitch: "Because I know you'll be a good father and I know my child won't lack anything."
I went crazy, but I had to accept it so I wouldn't lose you even more.
If that bitch stayed with me, she wouldn't need to work and could be with you full-time, take you to and from school, you would have a better life, travel every vacation, we could be happy, but unfortunately she only wanted you and wanted to stay at the old woman's house.
They say that when a person dies, they can see all the truths and lies they lived through! One day you'll see I'm not lying.
Son, before you get married, observe your future mother-in-law carefully, because your wife will be the same as the old woman. Another warning: you'll lose your family; after the wedding, only her family will be worthwhile! In your case, it will be better for you, because with the mother you have, it's better to tolerate your mother-in-law.
[...] After the separation, my world fell apart! I tried to do everything so you wouldn't feel my sadness, because I only spent a few days a week with you when we could go out and live our lives. Until the moment that bitch asked me for money and I didn't give it to her. Son, if I had known what she would do to me after that, I would have given her everything, even my soul! She screwed us over, and badly, obviously more you than me, because she took away your right to have a father, and she knew how much you loved me!!!
[...] Pray to the Devil for protection, because God, that bastard who knows the truth, won't save you. [...] They can criticize and say how much hatred and revenge there is! But that's what every woman preaches! Revenge! They even use that word in their songs!
[...] One thing men have to admit, they are losing the war to women! They are becoming more and more united. In a jury trial to judge a woman, if the majority are women, the defendant is acquitted even if she is guilty!!
[...] Then they want equal rights, sluts and the little dogs in residential condominiums that bark under the door to scare people, they have more rights than us workers! They bark because they don't speak, right? So I say: Sluts with annoying little dogs that only bark, go fuck yourselves!!!
[...] Men don't hit women without a reason! They do something to irritate the aggressor. The guy doesn't go there to hit them for no reason!
[...] When a woman has power in her hands, she really screws over a man!! [...] Sluts who have children with two guys to get two alimony payments and not have to work! [...] The justice system should use polygraphs in all testimonies, it would reduce the workload! The Devil also wears a skirt.
[...] The fact is; they are united, cunning, self-serving and vindictive, but the man goes there and kills! That's what I'm going to do and if I can, I'll rip her head off alive so she doesn't lie anymore, not even to the devil!!! She's a fool to think I would never get revenge for that monstrous accusation she made against me. She got revenge because I didn't give her R$ 5,000.00!
[...] Then I want to see TV presenters and news anchors calling me a monster or a coward! And what about the many bitches who use their children to screw over their parents?
[...] In this case, is the monster the one who starts or the one who ends this story?
Son, she didn't want to make me a criminal for you? Then I'll become one without mercy, in this little country, justice is only done with my own hands!! I will avenge you for all the times you cried wanting to come with me and she wouldn't allow it and didn't care about your suffering. I
'm not afraid of dying or going to prison, in fact I'm already imprisoned in the anguish of injustice, besides, if I'm in prison, I'll have 3 full meals, sunbathing, a salary, I won't have to wake up early to go to work, I'll have human rights representatives sucking up to me, and I won't lose 5 months of my salary in taxes either.
I'm already dead inside too, because I can't be with you, see you grow up, enjoy life with you because of a feminist system and some crazy women. Son, rest assured that it won't just be the two of us who get screwed. I'm taking as many people from that family with me as possible, so this doesn't happen to another honest worker. Now they'll call me crazy, but who's crazy? Me, who wants justice, or her, who wanted the child only for herself? She should have had artificial insemination or slept with a criminal who doesn't like children.
In Brazil, children acquire microcephaly and die because of corruption, idiotic men die and kill for football, police officers and firefighters die honorably for their profession, good young people (both sexes) die for cell phones, sneakers, selfies, and idols, journalists die for their love of the profession, many poor people die on hospital floors to keep politicians in wealth and power!
I die for justice, dignity, honor, and my right to be a father! In truth, we are all crazy; it depends on when the need arises!
The bitch was cunning and inspired other bitches to do the same with their children; now the fathers will be inspired and destroy the families of the bitches. They are the ones who are afraid of dying young.
Taking this opportunity, I ask my friends who know of my disbelief not to pray for me; if you pray, pray for my son, he will need it! I want to go to hell to get that old bitch (who was even a communion minister at church) who died before her time. I delayed killing her because I fell in love with a beautiful angel!
Son, when you told me you woke up crying at night missing me, it broke my heart. After the visit, I would get in the car and cry because I didn't want to cry in front of you and make you suffer more. [...] She had more anger towards me than love for her own son! She is very selfish, not crazy.
[...] Today none of that is true anymore, you can't even hug me, as you yourself said during the visit; "Mommy won't let me!" This is recorded for you to hear one day.
I remember when I used to tell people (and they didn't believe me) what she did to you on Christmas Day in 2014: I called you at 8:30 am to wish you a Merry Christmas, you answered the phone and we started talking, then you said you couldn't talk because her hair was in your mouth (she was listening to the conversation). Right after that, you said she was telling you to say goodbye and hang up, and that you wanted to talk. Then you said "ouch" (as if you'd been pinched). Then the bitch saw that you'd revealed what she was doing to prevent us from talking, so she invited you to go to the mall. I started crying, and you said, "Bye Daddy, I'm going to the mall with Mommy now." I replied, "Bye son, have a good time and play a lot," and you hung up!
As I said, this was 8:30 am on Christmas Day, the mall wasn't open! That same week I bought this recorder that I use during visits so people can believe me about these absurd things.
Another thing I won't forget, when I went to pick up my parents who were visiting you, and the gate was open as soon as I arrived and you saw me, then you broke free from that damned old woman and ran towards me. Your mother tried to catch you in the race but she couldn't, and you hugged me crying until she took you from my lap. You, at 4 years old, ran faster than that adult bitch. I sincerely hope you don't remember this scene!
Three hours go by so fast! We start playing and it's already time to go home. I get so sad when you ask if I'll be back soon! I wish I could go back to the circus, to the movies, to the Sotac theater that you loved so much, to the woods, take you to school, take you to the bouncy castle in Taquaral, give you a hug on your birthday, take you to see car and motorcycle shows, even pick blackberries with you, you sitting on my shoulder picking them from the top, watch you play ball until the day she called the police just because I went to see you without saying anything.
I was sad when I saw you and you watched me leave with the police for no reason. I made sure to go back to the next class to see you and prove that she couldn't destroy my love for you. Until she took you out of school.
I was angry the day I went to see you practice judo and she wanted to take you away, so you wouldn't cry, I was the one who went. [...]. You know, her obsession with keeping you away from me was good, it gave me more hatred, more courage, and less remorse for what I'm going to do!
Son, I would never hurt you or anyone else, not even the bitch who brought you into this world, with all the hatred I have for her, I wouldn't do what she accuses me of. She doesn't deserve to be called a mother, but unfortunately many bitches do everything wrong to distance their children from their parents and they succeed, because the laws of this little country are for criminals. [...]
Son, I'm not a sexist and I don't hate women (those of good character, I love them dearly, so much so that I fell in love with a wonderful woman...) I hate the sluts who are proliferating and benefiting from the law every day...
I can't say that all women are sluts! But all women know what sluts are capable of doing! [...]
Son, I love you very much and now I will avenge the evil she did to us! Especially to you! I know how much she made you cry by not letting you stay with me when I went to visit you. Know that I will always love you! Every woman is afraid of dying young, she will die by my hands!
[...] The injustice in Campinas condemned me for something I didn't do! I hope they are punished in some way. And this doubt (I really hope nothing happened to him) made her situation even worse. She failed and didn't take care of you! Enough!! She has to pay for what she did to her own son!!!!!!!!
[...] Thank you to all my friends who helped me and were patient with me through this injustice!
Don't pray for me! Pray for my little one. Don't waste your time with wakes and masses, I'd rather you drink..."
Erik Ayala
I think the suicide note was not made public but the full transcript was, this is it:
To my friends and family:
I am sorry.
And to my friend, (redacted)
I am especially sorry. I know it's not much consolation but as my friend and roommate you are entitled to everything that I own. Maybe these things can bring in a few bucks.
Good luck in this (expletive) world.
Erik
If you need my personal information for any reason, here it is:
My ssn: (redacted)
My bank account number: (redacted)
My alien number: (redacted)
My ODL: 974739
My birthdate: 03-10-84
The check I wrote you should be most of the money in my account. I gave you an affidavit in case you want to check what's left but it's probably less than $20.
Qwest account login (www.qwest.com/myaccount):
(redacted)
(redacted)
My car is up to date with maintenance. It just leaks a little oil. You can probably get at least 2.5 grand for it. It'll be somewhere downtown but I'm not sure where. I'm sure you'll get a letter about it soon.
You know my ps3 is special. Similar USED ps3's go for AT LEAST $450-$500. Our landlord guy wants a ps3 like mine. Let him know that $400 would be a GOOD deal. If he doesn't want it, format the drive by going to Settings{>}System{>}Format Utility. You can say it "comes with the latest firmware software" to help market it on the internet. In case you don't know, it's the special "100% backwards compatible" (60 GB) ps3.
I'm sorry to put all this on you buddy, good luck.
William Atchison
Andre Marcus Bing
Marc Lepine
Robert Arthur Hawkins
Geddy Kramer
Charles Roberts IV
Shane Tamura
Matthew Murray
Darion Aguilar
Wellington Oliveira
Sadly I cant translate it because I dont understand what it says at all lol, if someone can fell free to do it.
Sidnei Ramis De Araujo
This is not the full note photo, just a part, the full note he left explaining his motives is this:
Hey Sweetie,
First of all, I need to say that I love you very much and I would never do to you or anyone else what that bitch who brought you into this world says! They didn't think about you for a single minute when they made that crazy accusation. I say 'they' because only a bitch wouldn't be capable of thinking of such monstrous cruelty! Your grandmother also helped with the madness!! Especially since I was dating someone at the time, and I would never need to hurt you, besides, the bitch knows I wouldn't be capable of doing that to anyone."
During your pregnancy, everything was wonderful. I would put cream on her belly to prevent stretch marks and talk to you. Before she and I went to sleep, we would put on lullabies so you could sleep peacefully inside her. I was there for your delivery, taking photos and experiencing a lot of emotion! I'm sure the nurse who assisted you will remember what she told me that morning: "I've never seen a father so happy and present during a birth."
She was absolutely right! I was on vacation and stayed in the room... from Monday night until Thursday morning when you were discharged. You were born big and needed some care. I cried with you when they had to prick your little foot for blood tests. That's where I learned how to bathe you, because it wasn't until you were 6 months old that the nurse gave you your first bath; she was afraid.
As soon as you were born, things changed; you belonged only to her and her family. That old bitch wouldn't leave my apartment, and when my parents or friends came to see you, she'd make light of the others. During my four-month maternity leave, she stayed only at her mother's house, and when I got off the shuttle and picked you up to go to my parents', she'd say she was tired and the visit had to be quick.
Then that bitch started starting fights and making excuses to separate!! Son, I never betrayed that wretched woman because I was in love with her and always tried to be a good husband! I wouldn't leave you two for anything! I don't like football, so I didn't go to games or go out drinking with friends, I stayed with you two, we only went on family outings.
In an argument I asked: "Why do you want to separate? We're fine, I prayed to God for a family." She said: "You prayed for a family, I prayed for a child, now I have one."
I asked: "Why me then?"
Bitch: "Because I know you'll be a good father and I know my child won't lack anything."
I went crazy, but I had to accept it so I wouldn't lose you even more.
If that bitch stayed with me, she wouldn't need to work and could be with you full-time, take you to and from school, you would have a better life, travel every vacation, we could be happy, but unfortunately she only wanted you and wanted to stay at the old woman's house.
They say that when a person dies, they can see all the truths and lies they lived through! One day you'll see I'm not lying.
Son, before you get married, observe your future mother-in-law carefully, because your wife will be the same as the old woman. Another warning: you'll lose your family; after the wedding, only her family will be worthwhile! In your case, it will be better for you, because with the mother you have, it's better to tolerate your mother-in-law.
[...] After the separation, my world fell apart! I tried to do everything so you wouldn't feel my sadness, because I only spent a few days a week with you when we could go out and live our lives. Until the moment that bitch asked me for money and I didn't give it to her. Son, if I had known what she would do to me after that, I would have given her everything, even my soul! She screwed us over, and badly, obviously more you than me, because she took away your right to have a father, and she knew how much you loved me!!!
[...] Pray to the Devil for protection, because God, that bastard who knows the truth, won't save you. [...] They can criticize and say how much hatred and revenge there is! But that's what every woman preaches! Revenge! They even use that word in their songs!
[...] One thing men have to admit, they are losing the war to women! They are becoming more and more united. In a jury trial to judge a woman, if the majority are women, the defendant is acquitted even if she is guilty!!
[...] Then they want equal rights, sluts and the little dogs in residential condominiums that bark under the door to scare people, they have more rights than us workers! They bark because they don't speak, right? So I say: Sluts with annoying little dogs that only bark, go fuck yourselves!!!
[...] Men don't hit women without a reason! They do something to irritate the aggressor. The guy doesn't go there to hit them for no reason!
[...] When a woman has power in her hands, she really screws over a man!! [...] Sluts who have children with two guys to get two alimony payments and not have to work! [...] The justice system should use polygraphs in all testimonies, it would reduce the workload! The Devil also wears a skirt.
[...] The fact is; they are united, cunning, self-serving and vindictive, but the man goes there and kills! That's what I'm going to do and if I can, I'll rip her head off alive so she doesn't lie anymore, not even to the devil!!! She's a fool to think I would never get revenge for that monstrous accusation she made against me. She got revenge because I didn't give her R$ 5,000.00!
[...] Then I want to see TV presenters and news anchors calling me a monster or a coward! And what about the many bitches who use their children to screw over their parents?
[...] In this case, is the monster the one who starts or the one who ends this story?
Son, she didn't want to make me a criminal for you? Then I'll become one without mercy, in this little country, justice is only done with my own hands!! I will avenge you for all the times you cried wanting to come with me and she wouldn't allow it and didn't care about your suffering. I
'm not afraid of dying or going to prison, in fact I'm already imprisoned in the anguish of injustice, besides, if I'm in prison, I'll have 3 full meals, sunbathing, a salary, I won't have to wake up early to go to work, I'll have human rights representatives sucking up to me, and I won't lose 5 months of my salary in taxes either.
I'm already dead inside too, because I can't be with you, see you grow up, enjoy life with you because of a feminist system and some crazy women. Son, rest assured that it won't just be the two of us who get screwed. I'm taking as many people from that family with me as possible, so this doesn't happen to another honest worker. Now they'll call me crazy, but who's crazy? Me, who wants justice, or her, who wanted the child only for herself? She should have had artificial insemination or slept with a criminal who doesn't like children.
In Brazil, children acquire microcephaly and die because of corruption, idiotic men die and kill for football, police officers and firefighters die honorably for their profession, good young people (both sexes) die for cell phones, sneakers, selfies, and idols, journalists die for their love of the profession, many poor people die on hospital floors to keep politicians in wealth and power!
I die for justice, dignity, honor, and my right to be a father! In truth, we are all crazy; it depends on when the need arises!
The bitch was cunning and inspired other bitches to do the same with their children; now the fathers will be inspired and destroy the families of the bitches. They are the ones who are afraid of dying young.
Taking this opportunity, I ask my friends who know of my disbelief not to pray for me; if you pray, pray for my son, he will need it! I want to go to hell to get that old bitch (who was even a communion minister at church) who died before her time. I delayed killing her because I fell in love with a beautiful angel!
Son, when you told me you woke up crying at night missing me, it broke my heart. After the visit, I would get in the car and cry because I didn't want to cry in front of you and make you suffer more. [...] She had more anger towards me than love for her own son! She is very selfish, not crazy.
[...] Today none of that is true anymore, you can't even hug me, as you yourself said during the visit; "Mommy won't let me!" This is recorded for you to hear one day.
I remember when I used to tell people (and they didn't believe me) what she did to you on Christmas Day in 2014: I called you at 8:30 am to wish you a Merry Christmas, you answered the phone and we started talking, then you said you couldn't talk because her hair was in your mouth (she was listening to the conversation). Right after that, you said she was telling you to say goodbye and hang up, and that you wanted to talk. Then you said "ouch" (as if you'd been pinched). Then the bitch saw that you'd revealed what she was doing to prevent us from talking, so she invited you to go to the mall. I started crying, and you said, "Bye Daddy, I'm going to the mall with Mommy now." I replied, "Bye son, have a good time and play a lot," and you hung up!
As I said, this was 8:30 am on Christmas Day, the mall wasn't open! That same week I bought this recorder that I use during visits so people can believe me about these absurd things.
Another thing I won't forget, when I went to pick up my parents who were visiting you, and the gate was open as soon as I arrived and you saw me, then you broke free from that damned old woman and ran towards me. Your mother tried to catch you in the race but she couldn't, and you hugged me crying until she took you from my lap. You, at 4 years old, ran faster than that adult bitch. I sincerely hope you don't remember this scene!
Three hours go by so fast! We start playing and it's already time to go home. I get so sad when you ask if I'll be back soon! I wish I could go back to the circus, to the movies, to the Sotac theater that you loved so much, to the woods, take you to school, take you to the bouncy castle in Taquaral, give you a hug on your birthday, take you to see car and motorcycle shows, even pick blackberries with you, you sitting on my shoulder picking them from the top, watch you play ball until the day she called the police just because I went to see you without saying anything.
I was sad when I saw you and you watched me leave with the police for no reason. I made sure to go back to the next class to see you and prove that she couldn't destroy my love for you. Until she took you out of school.
I was angry the day I went to see you practice judo and she wanted to take you away, so you wouldn't cry, I was the one who went. [...]. You know, her obsession with keeping you away from me was good, it gave me more hatred, more courage, and less remorse for what I'm going to do!
Son, I would never hurt you or anyone else, not even the bitch who brought you into this world, with all the hatred I have for her, I wouldn't do what she accuses me of. She doesn't deserve to be called a mother, but unfortunately many bitches do everything wrong to distance their children from their parents and they succeed, because the laws of this little country are for criminals. [...]
Son, I'm not a sexist and I don't hate women (those of good character, I love them dearly, so much so that I fell in love with a wonderful woman...) I hate the sluts who are proliferating and benefiting from the law every day...
I can't say that all women are sluts! But all women know what sluts are capable of doing! [...]
Son, I love you very much and now I will avenge the evil she did to us! Especially to you! I know how much she made you cry by not letting you stay with me when I went to visit you. Know that I will always love you! Every woman is afraid of dying young, she will die by my hands!
[...] The injustice in Campinas condemned me for something I didn't do! I hope they are punished in some way. And this doubt (I really hope nothing happened to him) made her situation even worse. She failed and didn't take care of you! Enough!! She has to pay for what she did to her own son!!!!!!!!
[...] Thank you to all my friends who helped me and were patient with me through this injustice!
Don't pray for me! Pray for my little one. Don't waste your time with wakes and masses, I'd rather you drink..."
Erik Ayala
I think the suicide note was not made public but the full transcript was, this is it:
To my friends and family:
I am sorry.
And to my friend, (redacted)
I am especially sorry. I know it's not much consolation but as my friend and roommate you are entitled to everything that I own. Maybe these things can bring in a few bucks.
Good luck in this (expletive) world.
Erik
If you need my personal information for any reason, here it is:
My ssn: (redacted)
My bank account number: (redacted)
My alien number: (redacted)
My ODL: 974739
My birthdate: 03-10-84
The check I wrote you should be most of the money in my account. I gave you an affidavit in case you want to check what's left but it's probably less than $20.
Qwest account login (www.qwest.com/myaccount):
(redacted)
(redacted)
My car is up to date with maintenance. It just leaks a little oil. You can probably get at least 2.5 grand for it. It'll be somewhere downtown but I'm not sure where. I'm sure you'll get a letter about it soon.
You know my ps3 is special. Similar USED ps3's go for AT LEAST $450-$500. Our landlord guy wants a ps3 like mine. Let him know that $400 would be a GOOD deal. If he doesn't want it, format the drive by going to Settings{>}System{>}Format Utility. You can say it "comes with the latest firmware software" to help market it on the internet. In case you don't know, it's the special "100% backwards compatible" (60 GB) ps3.
I'm sorry to put all this on you buddy, good luck.